I'm so sorry, Kit. It sounds to me like she wants you to feel guilty & she wants to sound wonderful in case her answer is shared. I could be wrong but that's how it seems to me. I'm glad you were able to make the change & could give yourself a more comfortable experience in therapy. Good for you!
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