Oh, I empathize. I hate crying at work. I've done it a few times in my career. Usually when I get really frustrated, because I don't cry very easily.

I am glad you have a new T to see on Saturday. I hope that this will be helpful to you. I can't imagine how hard this is to go without your T for so long. And then to have a not very comforting response. HUGS if wanted. Kit