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Originally Posted by Have Hope
Also, I noticed something this morning. I feel calm. Calmer than I have felt in a long while. Something has changed.
I had lunch with my sister yesterday. I told her that selfishly speaking, seeing my ex again a couple weeks ago in fact actually helped me to get past him more. I feel more at peace over this ending.... far more than I have felt all this time. I think I found my closure? I am no longer enraged with him, and I don't hold anger inside of me. I think I've let it go? I think seeing him also was a way of saying goodbye, without all the anger that I've more recently carried towards him.
This may be a part of why I now feel so peaceful, even amidst all the stress of unemployment. I am also kinda enjoying my time off, ironically. I am glad to be gone from my last job. I wasn't happy there, and I never truly felt a part of the company. I was on the sidelines socially, and it was awkward for me there.
I will embrace today this newfound feeling. It feels good... amazing, really.
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Sometimes that’s what you need. Closure when you are more detached from the person so you can see how it could never work. You saw all these things clearly now, so now you can move on