Today was better than my days have been recently. Part of that was because I got a refill on my Vicodin (hydrocodone and Tylenol.) I had used up last month's supply before the month was over. When I go 3 days without a tablet, I start to withdraw. For me, that means the onset of "restless leg syndrome" or what could be called akathesia. It's maddening.

I started tidying up my place, which always makes me feel better. There are still boxes of Christmas stuff piled up in the livingroom. I believe now that I can get the chaos organized. I've regained some faith in me.