They Just thought that After 2 weeks i was ready to go. A parte of me agreed with them but i kept saying i wasnt ready. I stayed 2 days with parents and It went ok but now alone, After a horrible t session i feel like i cant do It...
I dont know how to explain this. Loneliness Is triggering for me now?

They did not give me a new diagnosis. They already established im schizoaffective type bipolar in borderline personality along with autism type 1 (aspergers). What happened this time could be mania+psychosis but thats imho since last year the same happened and i read bipolar can be triggered by cold Winter or hot Summer or big changes in temperature (and thats me!)
Thank you for your support. Love