So far, I have zero interviews this week and it's freaking me out. I backed out of continuing to interview for one job recently, one where HR felt I was a really good fit. And now I am questioning my decision because I have no other interviews at the moment. I saw many red flags about this job that made me back out, but maybe I should have continued. ARGH. I hate when I question my decisions. However, the LAST thing I want is to end up in yet another job that I feel I must quickly leave.

I want to land somewhere good and for many years to come. And for this job, I saw several employee reviews talking about how poorly they treat junior employees, how you have to work many late nights and how the company barely contributes to medical insurance, taking it mostly out of your paycheck. The role also is a new position in the company, and I've done that once before, which turned out to be a nightmare for me. I don't want a role that is new to the company. I want one where the path has already been paved, and I want other SEO experts around me, or at least one, so that I can continue to learn from others. I don't want to be the solo SEO person in a whole company. They also changed the job description, AFTER I had already interviewed with HR, so they were molding the job AS they interviewed people. I don't like that.