Dear T,

I want us to try something tomorrow. To help me feel like we are working on this together. It still doesn't feel like that, and I am hoping you can just hear me and try to understand and try to help. I have no idea how it will go but by God if we can make it work I think it will help. Of course I worry that it won't, but I think I am running out of options, because I need to connect with you here.