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because it helps to just put my thoughts out there.

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OMG Jello I do this all the time. I tell T I need to get it out or say it out loud! It really helps me a lot.

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i cant ask him to call because i am afraid that it's a situation in which i am not supposed to call.

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I have been here too as recently as Tuesday! (I asked for a call anyway)

It's sooooo hard Jello, did you feel like this as a child? Were you chastised or humiliated for asking for what you needed?

Can you try to go out for another reason? Maybe going out for the job stuff is too much because on some level you know that if it is successful, you will be out of your comfort zone even more.

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