Still just mildly depressed and trying to hang on until Winter is over. We will still have bouts of Wintry weather for the next two months. Ack! Today was a fairly nice Winter day, with mild temps and weak sun trying to shine thru the thin cloud cover. I got out for a short walk and did some housework i've been putting off.
I went in ZOOM support groups yesterday and today. I go in four per week. They're a diversion and it's a tame way of getting some human contact.
I tried to develop a new hobby. I tried again with ukulele which Blue Bird so enjoys but i just can't get the hang of it. I looked into other hobbies but couldn't find anything suitable. I looked into learning Czech so i could chat with Soupe but it was way too hard. A very intimidating language, i understand Soupe's reluctance now. I also tried three comedy specials on Netflix and didn't like any of them.
I'm so unhappy. The only way to cope seems to be to lie down and doze. I don't sleep, but it passes the time. Not very respectable tho.
Sorry i'm so much fun...
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