I made mistakes and have no more privacy, and that's why i have less and less tolerance with people who suffer boredom and pretend to tease/insulting/violating me after years of depression and isolation
Boredom is kilometers far from being a problem for me. I can't stand cheat-chats moths

Also they blame me for everything that went bad in the family like i dont do it already alone, blaming myself for this nightmare that is now to big to handle

I have zero tolerance Vs childish adult
A child can be bored. A kid can be bored. A teenager, maybe a twenty-something.

But an adult has to manage "the great issue of boredom" alone. I did it all my life and was alone in that