The past couple of days have been good. I've ended what is possibly my last 5-day workweek for a while with good sales at a store my boss wants me to try and turn around. I still don't know how the coming weeks are going to work out schedule-wise, but I really hope I don't lose a day. I like the independence, the problem solving, the, if not living on the "dangerous edge of things," at least living on the exciting side.
I know the "dangerous edge of things" from my bipolar ups and downs. I can handle stress well enough, but boredom...? Not so much. This job is the biggest excitement I've had in a while and I'm already preemptively missing it.
Well, tomorrow will be Sunday service with my Mom and figuring out if I want to visit a family friend tomorrow or Monday.
As for tonight, it's an even roll of the dice between finishing a Netflix series or firing up my PlayStation.
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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