Dear Tunedout,Thank you.Yep,I know it's just one day of slip after a long time of resistance and boundaries. But it rattled the ground,I am standing on,so to speak. It tells me how adept they are at pulling the rug from underneath us.Its like the internalized criticism of my childhood abusers is taking a dig at me again.See,we told you so way back then.You are not worth the space you are occupying. You are such a stupid waste of ground. Why don't you die?I seem to be unable to calm the inner chatter down.