I woke up this morning and the depression felt like it had tripled overnight. I feel a little better tonight but it's still much worse than a few days ago. I had to force myself to do anything all day long.
I don't even know how to describe how this feels. Yucky is the best I've got.
I hope my therapist can help but realistically I think it will be this way until my patches arrive. I'm cutting 9mg patches to make 12 mg total but things keep happening like mis-calculating how much to cut or last night the smaller piece came off and stuck to my pajama pants. So I'm not getting the boosted dose any benefit. I need to eat something. I've not been very hungry today.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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