I heard today, someone saying "Anyones baseline (Without purpose) is unbearable suffering" - So NOW I understand.

I enjoy many things.. But I plan to really "Grow up", and do all of the best things.. Invest time into something. I'm procrastinating the chemistry course.. But I'll do it soon...

I'd like to be some sort of shaman too. I'll figure it all out. ChatGPT helps a lot - But it's such an overwhelming amount of good advice.. I wish technology was this advanced when I was younger.