I was just diagnosed with bipolar. I was previously diagnosed with various other disorders before this diagnosis. I’m a recovering self harmer. Lately I’ve been having extreme hyper moods that include intense anxiety and anger. Then they are encompass by moderate or also severe depression. I losing empathy for myself and others. Sometimes I feel better when others are in destress, because I’m not the one hurting this time. I have found out that I self harm in ways that don’t leave marks. In addition, I never tried to kill myself or OD on medication until the end of last year. In my severe depressive states I sometimes dissociate, and feel like I’’m outside of my body. I just started back my medication and it has been 3 weeks, but it doesn’t seem to fully help. Am I psychotic?