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*Beth* · Mar 06, 2023 at 08:01 PM

Sweetie, you had an awful, awful loss and the way you lost your precious kitty was especially cruel. I had to euthanize one of mine, he had a brain disease, too, and God, I still shake when I think of it and that was many years ago. So many of them and however they left their time on earth left a hole in my soul BUT not as big as what they GAVE to my soul.

wt, you did not do anything, not one teeny bit of anything, wrong. You clearly, clearly loved and adored Ebony. She knows that.

btw, I also feel one of my soul-mate cats jump on my bed sometimes. Their little, powerful spirits watch over us. I just say Hi and her name. She died 11 years ago. I miss her sooo much, every single day, yet there is peace. You will get that peace eventually. The peace won't mean that you have stopped loving Ebony. I promise.