I wonder if it matters that I don't want to use dating apps. I wonder if there will come a day when someone finally does ask me on a date. Dating apps are so silly since they don't even give a good idea of someone. I've never even spoken to someone through a dating app or friendship app. I want to cut it down to nothing even being done on those types of apps. I have not had a single person ask me on a date in forever. Well, there was that short guy but I didn't think he was cute. I do not remember anyone but that short guy asking me on a date in about 10 years and I guess it speaks to my isolation. If I were not isolated due to it being one of the symptoms of Schizophrenia, I might have the confidence to have friends and a boyfriend. But enough is enough and I am not going down with this ship. I am not going to do this dating that way. To me it all seems like it's tototootallly one way and that way is one night stands and that isn't anything I ever wanted. So, I guess it's time to clean up my phone seriously. And then I'll have a clean phone and one that I do want.