Dear T,

I'm enjoying our sessions and how I'm improving on things. I know I'm still scared about facing the world again, but so much has happened over the years. Especially due to my losing my brother to suicide. It makes me happy that you're not giving up on me. I just know I'm not completely healed yet. There's so much more that I still need to face. I have so much survivor's guilt over the death of my brother that I believe this is what's holding me back.