Sorry you are feeling so down. What kind of issue are you having more specifically? I have been having trouble lately with doing silly things like trying to put the coffee in the drawer rather than the cabinet. I have two possible explanations for this, some friends of mine say that I exhibit many of the symptoms of ADHD, or more worrying to me, I had a head injury about 4 years ago. The second one is more worrying to me because I am afraid that it would be completely unamenable to treatment and will continue to progress.