I got freaked out by news. Took 5mg of diazepam, all is okay.

I want to make a reading goal (With books) - At this point, I'm okay with being confused AF and then suddenly dying, somehow.

But in the meantime, I want to try and fix my life, learn, etc... And hopefully things will figure themselves out.

I was reading some things about chemistry... and I'll watch YouTube videos about it as well.. I want to make a blog eventually.

So.. many things..