Dear T, I have so much to say in our session later this week. There’s so much bottled up. If you even dare say it’s all transference or my ego telling me stories I’m going to lose it. Do not patronise me and do not . I need you to acknowledge that you’re a person and I’m a person and talk to me like I’m a person not a child. I don’t normally challenge you or stand up for myself because I don’t want you to reject me. I know you know I’m terrified of rejection. But I’m so fuelled up I might just let it all out because honestly who cares, I shouldn’t have to keep it all inside. Im forever skirting round your boundaries and thinking of your feelings. I need my voice to be heard and I need you to respect what I have to say. And if that means you reject me then at least I stood up for myself and spoke what feels true for me.