As everyone has said, God doesn't abandon us.

I'm wondering how much of your time you spend thinking about how lonely you are. My first assumption is that you think about it a lot. And going with this assumption, that is probably where the problem begins.

A lot of things turn people off. Negativity being one of them. I think getting into therapy, if you're not already, would be a perfect start. Stop focusing on your loneliness. Therapy can help you do this. Others will eventually see your positivity and change...and this positivity will make you seem a hundred percent more attractive.

Try to hang in there.