I'm sorry you are feeling like this sweety! You never asked to be born and your son neither but still you are both here. When I feel like you do and that even my love towards my children can't blocked how I feel I try to concentrate on them. The happiness that is in them, their laughter, thier love of life. I do not have that but they do, mostly because I'm part of their world with them.

I'm also very tired. Lets hold on together ok.

Take care dear sweety! {{{{{{{{{{{{Eva}}}}}}}}}}}}}
nightdream