I had one of the worst confusing mental states this evening. It was so difficult that I took euphoriants.

Now I'm looking at life, like holy ****.. what has happened. It's so great... what's happened...

I just feel alone. So alone. I have memories that are only flashes of images, of good times... The best times of my life. It all ended, and I went through legit isolated hell.

I say the same story.. All my posts are a cry for help, so the alien entities can channel me to a good place.. What work do I even have to do here.. I'm a pure soul that got lost in between the cracks of this incapable stone brick wall reality, falling apart, moving closer, to all, fall off of the edge.

I hope that I'm where I'm supposed to be - Soon. I think it's possible. On the other side.