I'm feeling sad this evening. It's so weird because yesterday I was feeling pretty good, and okay most of the day today too, but this evening I am sad it feels like for no reason I can pinpoint. Unless it's just residual from the writing I did the other day. It had felt good to get it out of myself and on paper - but you know what, now it feels like it's alive outside of me and that's no good either. I guess I'm going to have to show you what I wrote. I don't want to.