Therapy at 1 PM today. I don't know why I am always so nervous before therapy. I feel kind of unreal though. So that's a weird combo! Don't know whether or not to tell her about the hallucinations. Some people don't know what to say about them. Or they just tell me I'm fine. Plus I am worried about worrying her! Sigh. I wish once in a while I could be normal. Whatever that is.