So uou think might be what I'm dealing with?

I'm still circling the airport. The last 2 week's have been relatively tranquil but not necessarily productive.

She recently admitted that she has realized through her journaling that she has been treating me unfairly and doing some of the very things she says I used to do to her . She also says she wonders if she is a narcissist and her actions of late seem to show that . She apologized and has been much less abusive to me verbally.

She also said she has not been telling me or acknowledging the good things I have been doing of late and says she will work on that .
All of this sounds great except for the fact that she still in a conversation (after some drinks) the other night suggested that Divorce might be better for both of us . The same day she mentioned how before next winter we should do some house projects ... Confused ? I sure am .

For now I'm just going to be the best me I can be and keep swimming. I love her so very much, so I can't give up yet .