You know something, Im exactly the same. I have never thought about the future, I think its mostly because Im scared of who I will become - whether I will stay with these awful feelings forever, whether it will get worse - I dont know, but it certainly doesnt feel like things will get better, not at this moment in time anyway.

We all wish and pray for someone to talk to - and even tho we might have friends, parents, boyfriends, husbands etc - Its never enough. It just seems that we just have to learn how to speak to ourselves and sort our own problems out, because at the end of the day, we will always feel alone... its just that we forget that we will always be supported by others.

When it comes to the future I always think to myself that if it really seems that BAD now, then it can only get better

Love, babyg xXx