I just can’t quit crying. I’m selfish. I want mawmaw here for one more talk. One more hug. I can’t bare to see her tomorrow. It’ll be too real. My therapist was so helpful tonight though. He’s truly thr best. He validated so much of my emotions. I told him
How I’m hearing voices and feelings bugs. I see my pdoc Thursday via zoom. I’m
Still so sick with an upper respiratory infection that I can’t handle all this right now.