I thought you were done asking these questions, you keep asking the same thing and obsessing over the same people. It's not flattering, it is downright creepy and disrespectful. You need to talk to a therapist, this has gone way past what we can handle. Also you seem to expect us to give you different advice and side with you, I know this is going to sound incredibly harsh but no one is going to change their viewpoint. You need to realize how creepy you're coming off and stop obsessing over others, you are so lucky no one has pressed charges or at least have a restraining order against you and that's probably because you have a disorder so people are cutting you a break.