I have an appointment today with my NP who is a nasty piece of work. I had one last week but just wasn’t up to her lectures, sermons and snide comments. Today I think I can swing it. One example is when I wear makeup versus when I don’t. She pipes in that wearing makeup everyday is good self care and I’ll feel better. How is that her business? That’s a small example. Her whole personality is holier than thou and communication skills poor.

My therapist says life is too short and to find somebody else (not easy in my town) and my mom said to bite my tongue and stay because I get a lot of benefit out of this office and she did catch that my kidney function was declining. I’ve decided to stay but be entirely business like. I try to be friendly with everybody but I’m done trying with her. Business and yes and no answers only. No attitude - just nothing extra. That’s not my nature normally.

Great news - starting to move around again in a semi-normal way and don’t feel sick today. Corner turned. Now to catch up on things. I’ll pace myself.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Much love