HUGS. I have Schizoaffective disorder and while I can do some things independently, I work for example, I fear I will never be able to live by myself. I worry about what will happen to me when my parents pass. It's a real worry. I don't think I will ever be really better from the Schizoaffective disorder but I hope I can learn to manage better. Do you take meds? Do you see a therapist? HUGS if wanted, Kit