I have my follow up appointment with my GP today for my self harm wounds. I hope she can see that they needed sutures. I feel upset with her because I was actually trying to take care of myself for once and get my wounds taken care of and then she didn't help me. I don't want to take out my frustration on her but I am frustrated. I know she is going to tell me to call my Pdoc. He's busy. He doesn't have any appointments this month. I have an appointment next month. That is going to have to suffice! I don't know what my GP will actually do today. I guess just check for infection. Whatever. It was a waste of time trying to get help. I felt very unvalued. I don't know if that is a word but hopefully you all understand what I mean.