(((((((((((((((((((((((silversparrow)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Being alone can be such a trigger. It can be very scary. Maybe it feels like there is no one to support you even though it may be temporary. At the time do you feel abandoned?

Emotional pain is emotional pain and one can't compare one's to another. If it is overwhelming to you then that is what it is. Is there someone you can talk to about what you are feeling? You are not a horrible person but someone who is going through some hard times and strong emotions. Please try and be kind to yourself and give yourself some compassion that you would others. I hope you find someone to help talk things through.

BB