I went to my Scrabble club for the first time since COVID. I won two out of three. I would have won the third but i had a bad case of nerves or out of practice, i don't know what went wrong, the game hinged on a play i've known for over twenty years but i just didn't see it.

It was held in a pub which was nice as we usually play in a dank Church basement. It wasn't too fun but got me out of the house and away from my thoughts and i interacted with people even tho there were no laughs. It passed the time and it's supposed to be healthy to socialize tho i don't feel it.

Again, as on the weekend, it seems like i am trying, but where is the pleasure?