Thanks. Yeah, I'm pretty high-functioning. I work full time. I have an MBA. I go to Church. I drive. I take care of my bills. Etc.

But lately I feel like I am falling apart even though I am still doing this stuff. It hurts so much to even breathe. Feels like I am losing my mind. My T assured me that I am not. But it feels that way when everything is spiraling.

I don't have anyone to advocate for me. I am usually a pretty good self advocate. I need to suck it up and ask new T if I can have 2 sessions a week. Maybe that will help. When I see Pdoc next month I am going to see if he can raise the depression meds or something. And then there is the out of control anxiety. Sigh.