Mar 16, 2023 at 07:00 PM
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Originally Posted by sinking
Its been a while since i was here but tonight i cant take it anymore.
i cant sleep and havent slept a good night sleep in more than a month... 4-5 hours per night.
im plagued with
and consequently unwanted, disturbing, intrusive and obsessive thoughts. especially at night when i can distract myself.
im losing my support system on purpose to set them free from me.
i have stopped taking my meds because they slow down my metabolism and im developing anorexia.
im 41, too old for this.
i cant take it anymore and nobody seems to understand it.
please, someone help me |
I’m so sorry that you’re struggling right now throughout this difficult time.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.
This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.
In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.
Like love, it's how we know we're alive.
And life goes on.
That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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