Well, it has to be a new chapter.

I'm grieving. Even going through and packing stuff yesterday I was grieving.

But this is not something I can fix. My kids need some stability.

My oldest is talking about college this year instead of working. To me, that means he's feeling more secure.

My wife said something to me last weekend about recognizing the effects of my actions. Odd, but she doesn't recognize the effect of her own.

She likes to blame, be the victim, and accept no blame.

I'm going to have to just let her crash and shield us.