I keep thinking about this, tonight
probably a bad idea to post but it'll only escalate in my brain unless i put it somewhere
Possible trigger:
i keep remembering the number of times elsewhere i been in forum jail/on restricted posting or whatever anyone wants to call it
the thing where it says a mod has to check it first
time and time again i don't get listened to about when i get allowed out of it
what happens when i get it done to me, is up until the 10 day mark it says what its supposed to
Day 11 up to about a month, it will say that its my fault Ebony died and call me a murders
then after the month mark, it will start to threaten to kill me and get worse and worse with its threats and say i should of died from a suicide in 2012 and it'll say "a life for a life" a lot, trying to make me kill myself to cancel Ebony's death
cause it literally says by that point that i killed her when i held her at the end of her life
and every time i bring it up with any staff on whatever forum its doing it on, they always tell me its never saying that when i know it is cause i can see it on the screen
it always changes when they look though .......... sigh