I remember (At one point), my problem was so bad.. I called it the "Sleep-wake problem" and I told everyone... I was like;

"The sleep wake problem!", "The sleep wake problem...", "The sleep wake problem =["

And I was on so many random meds.. figuring it out. So much distress. I said to people + Job, "Ok.. I know all of these meds seem unprofessional etc... but this is just the peak of absurdity with them.."

And I was right.. It eventually slowly declined and got better.

It didn't help that I also was having bad DPDR/anxiety.. It was such a terrible time.