I’m honestly kind of scared of it being confirmed, That’s why I keep putting it off. Like I don’t know what that will entail if I do have it. Will I have to give myself insulin shots etc it seems like a nightmare to deal with trying to manage blood sugar levels.

Maybe I don’t even have it. Maybe my body just reacts violently to low blood sugar for no reason. I don’t know.

I’ll call him Monday. Worse that happens is I have it and have to learn how to manage it. Better than putting it off indefinitely and things getting worse over time.

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