I feel like it was me in those relationships, but I ask myself why I was in them. I look back on how they went bad and feel disconnected about myself in that way. I wasn’t being my authentic self to have put myself into a relationship that was going bad and ending. I wasn’t my best self to have put myself into a relationship that made me feel insecure, unhappy, smothered. I’d like to distance myself to think that wasn’t really me. But it was me, lol, at my worst.