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Mar 20, 2023, 12:28 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
Sometimes I feel like that, when not depressed or anything.
I just feel like I have to focus on what I can control in my life and if that happens it happens. I can’t control everything in the world.
I also sometimes feel like I wouldn’t mind if it happened because life feels like too much sometimes, even though I’m not technically depressed right now sometimes it would feel nice the idea of it all stopping; just oblivion.
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Yes, I understand that and also feel that way. I believe that a good part of it is how hard it is to carry the burden of cptsd and whatever mental illness we may have. I very clearly remember that when I turned twenty I thought, I feel as if I have lived 80 years already and now I can retire. It was a disturbing feeling...sort-of...but mostly, just fact.
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