Dear T, I’m sorry I overreacted and felt so mad at you, I’m glad I didn’t show you my over reaction. Thank you for responding (eventually) I just thought you weren’t going to. I can’t express the relief that came when you did. Good job I waited and didn’t lash out at you or send a follow up message. It’s crazy the smallest things you do can send me crazy feeling abandoned, humiliated and rejected and it hurts so bad. But I guess that’s you showing me the trauma I need to heal. I still love you.