Thanks for the vibes! Hope many feel comforted by them.

I do understand how much it means to have the first years of one's childhood as good years.

As far as I remember my childhood was happy until ten as well. Of course there were some unhappy feelings in the first years also, but so it is to be human. Not every hour of the day is happy, but it is the total that that counts. I do remember some of the unhappy days before ten, but mostly I remember a lot of good happenings from that time period: hikes with my parents, many good Christmas celebrations, family gatherings, vacations, school days, playing with my friends and more!