Thanks for your reply. I have told Ts in the past that I looked them up and they didn’t react badly to it however I didn’t find out something as personal as this and I didn’t go into a lot of detail about what I found either. I think we really only discussed it for one session and it wasn’t really brought up again.

I’m wondering if I should mention that I still look up my ex Ts as my relationships with them and the way things ended between us still affects me and is central topic at the moment. I really feel ashamed that I am still obsessively looking up a T from over 5 years ago and still can’t really move on.