If I have understood this right, Beth needed a break from this forum because of something that bothered her here. I think, again if I have understood it right, she wanted to think about if she wanted to continue as a member here or if she wanted another forum.

We all hope that she decides to stay, but she has the right to decide for herself. In the meantime the only thing we can do, is to send prayers and good "vibes" her way.