so this starts out as a stupid story already, my friend and i both like the same guy. she says "go after him" and i told her i could never do that to her knowing that she has feelings for him. so i expected the same respect from her. i figure, if we both just get over him now it wont cause any problems so we both stay away from him. well, long story short, she kissed him yesterday. they have been hanging all over each other all day today at our company picnic and its making me upset. i dont really care about who he likes or doesnt like because its just a crush anyways. I more feel betrayed that I have kept my distance specifically to not hurt her, and then she turns around and does this to me.

and the worst part, is that were here on an internship and she leaves in 2 weeks. so i feel even more betrayed because she will then be a days drive away from here but she still did this. i feel like now ive lost my friends. i used to hang out with both of them and now im being excluded. shes doing the exact thing to me that i swore i would never do to her. and shes acting like a 12 year old. is this bothering me too much?

and i dont really have room to get mad at him because i have kept this basically to myself. i wasnt about to start something with anyone while im up here. like i said, its just a crush. but im still hurt that she could do this to me. am i over reacting?