Oh goodness. This depression is so bad. I don't know how I am even surviving. I feel like I am dragging myself along the sidewalk with my fingernails each day just trying to inch forward. I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel because the tunnel is under the water and apparently it never ends. I've texted my therapist every day this week. I SH-ed. I tried a bunch of coping stuff. I reached out to people. I'm taking all of my medicine. I don't know how much longer I can keep up this fight.