Have you met with your therapist in the last few weeks? It's not good to be alone most of the time. I know that first hand. I was depressed from Dec thru Feb. Being alone made it hard to deal with. I didn't want to call family because I didn't want to seem needy. Somehow I managed to recover. Now I'm doing fairly okay. I hope you can find some way up from this black pit that you've been in.